Corruption..

I've seen too much. But I chose to.

I'd prefer to know more than what I should, rather than to be lied to.

I know I shouldn't have fallen so deep.

But I did, because I wanted to believe that promise that were made were sincere

and would come true in future.

I hate this! I hate it that I couldn't speak out!

I hate that this is out of my control!!

I hate my life..since I started finding out all your ugly secrets.

To all Betrayers

I'm so full of hatred nowadays. It's not doing me any good. I'm suffering!! I just couldn't help it, it's driving me crazy~!

Why are most of the people so greedy? It's more than enough if you've already got someone loyal to you by your side. Why are you trying to mess everything up when what you've got is what others have been craving for? I've spent decades trying to make you understand what loyal means. I thought you understood, but ended up you're just trying to act smart.

I know I've been bad, been stupid, doing silly things thinking having afew guys after you was fun. Well who doesn't? When they're still immature of course. But i've learned from my mistakes. I know how it feels like to be by someone who can't stop flirting around, and it sucks! I've seen guys like you cry like shit begging for forgiveness. But it won't work for me, and it won't be the same even if your're forgiven. Once trust if broken, it can never be repaired.

Imagine catching your partner cheating on you. You may forgive him/her if you know you can't leave her, but when he/she is out with someone and so happend you're not there, you'll sure be worried sick! Even if he/she is not dating with some unknown personnel, you still can't stop suspecting that your partner might be cheating on you again. How can you have a healthy relationship when there is no mutual trust between both of you? This kind of relationship won't work for long. Sooner or later you'll get tired of all these issues and you'll just give up.

I told you I hate betrayers and I'll never forgive anyone who betray me. You said: "sometimes people make mistakes. You should forgive them if you really love them." My heart stopped for 2secs. To you this may be some silly random conversation, but to me, it is a signal telling that you might be one of them. Because you're obviously starting to find excuses.


Guys love this excuse: "it was a mistake, I was lonely and you didn't have time for me, I missed you so much I was suffering that time and she came and offered me everything. But I only love you, she's just a replacement."

At this point . . .

"You should forgive him if you really love him" theory huh?
How about "Don't cheat on her if you really love her!!"

Try putting yourself in my shoe, if one day I were to lose my virginity to some random guy and say :"I needed you but you weren't there, my mind was thinking of you although I was sleeping with him."

Pissed off? Why you shouldn't be, you should forgive me like what you say. Can you do that?? No way man! So you better forget about your stupid philosophy.


If a girl who is already in a relationship flirts around, you say she's cheap. Her guy will feel embarrased cause every guy will curse him for dropping guy's face by having a biatch girlfriend. But if a guy who's in a relationship flirts around, you say he's in high demnd. How about his girl then? How would she feel seeing her own guy sweet talk with other chicks?? No way she'd be calm I would say. Unless if she's also not being loyal herself. Hah!

"Since I've already admit that she's already my official girlfriend, it shows that other chicks don't mean anything to me so its ok that I sometimes sweet talk to them. She won't know." WRONG! Please respect your partner. It's a small circle and everyone somehow link to each other. How would she feel if someone come up to her and say "Hey, your bf was flirting with me in the club last night, Oops..I bet he didn't recognize that I was your classmate." For sure her friend would be giggling at the back that she couldn't even control her own bf. Where should she put her face then??

Guys, if you already have a gf and still flirts around, you're an asshole. Girls, if you did the same when you already have a loyal bf, please look in the mirror and slap yourself. Wake up biatch! Loyal guys are really hard to find nowadays. Don't make the very last one extinct! J, I've warned you, don't go over my limit, I'm sure you'll regret if you don't listen. For now, I will try my best to remove you from my top3 priority list just in case if anything happens, it won't hurt so bad.

999

- 09.09.09 -

Once in a 100 years!

Suprize 2 receive his call this mornin..haha! whatever!

Happy 090909..? xD

=)

To all Piggy and Piggy Wannabes. Hapy StarVing~!

HAHA~!

Birdy~ xD

The one thing that I've been playing with the whole morning..The 2 birdy!! xD

Mama bird built their bird nest in my house weeks ago..bit by bit..and now d birds are finally grown up!

well half way actually..their eyes are still closed..hehe..

The baby's head sticking out..


Wonder why the babies are so excited? It's cause they thought it's their mama bird that came back to feed them. But actually its My Mom (Mrs. Chan) who purposely shake their nest a lil' to wake them up so that she can take their photo..LOL!




- In d evening -

On my way to...Church!
Went with mom, godma, Ivan and Germaine..

It's been months since I last attended mass. My bad.. >.<

Went 2 McD for dinner as a reward 2 Ivan for attending mass..lOl..

Me playing with d 2nd cam on my phone while waiting for food..hehe..

Loves the cacat-ness of how the photos looked..xD

Very "guai" of me for not going out 2nite after church..wakaka..

Long long time never stayed home during saturdays, but feels good tho..stick with ma family.. wEee~ ^^

y0u made me Sick t0 my st0mach~!

What the fuck was that for?! I don't care what's the reason you kept it for but it was freaking Disgusting~!!!! You're the one who's doing the shit and you dare to raise your voice at me for asking?? Fine! I never wan't to know any further! Just keep that shit to yourself! Freak~! You're just s0 fucking sick!!!

HBM Dinner + a little suprize~!

Disted's Hospitality Business Management Dinner, held in G Hotel. "Soaring Above The Best"..

It was a success~! =]

The lecturers and VIPs..

Competition for the Tallest, won by Ms Asilah's hubby..and the Shortest, won by ZhiChien..xD

Sexiest~! Won by Mr Sydney de Silva! Cheers~

See how much people Njoyed..

Makan Time~!

Mr. Jolin Tzai (舞娘Dancer)

Performance by the May08'

Simon should keep his legs close..his panty is showing..!! *blush*

But the lecturers enjoyed watching..so..just let it be lah..

Our table..

Ms. Khoo (Our Headmistress) singing: O' MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O~

*Claps* for her bravery..Lol..

Ms. Jo: I can't even go to the toilet peacefully..0.o

The Committees~

March'08 with the lecturer & VIPs.

Cheers for the success~!

My blurrr face on stage.. xD

Congratulation to the graduates..



Crowning of Mr. & Ms. HBM.

Congratz to Hendrik and Hazel..=D

Simon trying hard to seduce our Mr.HBM..lol..

Charles: Wow, Sam's got Boobs!

Spotlight of the night. Simon's Nipple says Hi to all!!

People 'pang pua liap', he terus 'pang jit liap'.. gosh.. >.<

With Devy & Hazel

Jessica

Mr. Sydney

Caught! Red handed~!!!

Shifted to mois since Gspot was abit too small..

Very empty on a sunday night..

It's just us on the dancefloor.. =]

And here comes the suprize~! Raymond Lam! He came to Mois after his function.. Just incase you've 4got how he looked like..

this is the guy..>>>>>
Proofs!

We weren't allowed to take photos with him so we secretly take behind..Lol..No photos with him but at least we got to shake hands and talk to him..hahaha..

Outside mois..when we were about to go home. They shifted to SS instead..!

Bye bye Raymond~ xD

Such an enjoyable night..

*wink*